I finally gave Jay the ultimatum I said I would never do. Simply put, I can't do this anymore. We went over to day for his mom's surprise 50th birthday party, and it was hell for both of us. I wanted to be happy for her, but inside I wanted to scream at all of them about what had happened. I am tired. Tired of being angry, alone, sad, and every ( Read more... )

Well, the end of the month came, and I sorta got some good news. Jay at least has decided to do the therapy thing. He even wants to do the setting up part. I gave him the info, and we'll just have to wait and see what happens ( Read more... )

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I got to thinking earlier this evening, while talking to my Dad on the phone. He asked me why I would want to take Jay back in the first place. And then it occurred to me ( Read more... )

Long day. Work is nuts, and it doesn't exactly help that I don't know if they even want to keep me or not ( Read more... )

It's been a long, fun, good weekend despite the rain. Went to the OCC sock hop Saturday, and had a really good time. I somehow had gotten the impression from Jay that he actually might come. pffft. Yeah right. Still had a good time tho. And Cyn looked hot ( Read more... )