They say after the door closes God opens a fuckin window. I hope God realizes my chest is like fifty inches around so I should get a big fuckin window. Classes again. Freak upstairs. Holding on by a thread and wondering if this is the time. Maybe, maybe not. Sleater Kinney blaring. Ears aggravated. Face wet and tight. Chest uneasy. Cats ( Read more... )

Just got an email from my bio prof. A in field studie and an A in marine bio. Yea! Time to start drinking.

Just finished crib sheet for geopolitics. Been doing homework and studing for finals since ten this morning with an hour break at one. Kinda feel like death. One final tomarrow. Must study all day for final on Thur. Haven't even started. fuck. Must go to gym tomarrow, sorry about other day jesse, fell asleep, missed class too. everyone ( Read more... )

I have been oh so productive today. I got up at nine am and threw on some clothes. Megan and I then made our important phone calls and discovered that my 4,000 check HAS been sent and my wallet with money and pot in it was turned in at WINCO. Off to winco we went. My wallet was there with all 190.00 and a twenty sack still in it. Someone is a ( Read more... )

I have a feeling of falling. Like if I waver, even the slightest, I might just fall off whatever this is that I'm on and I wonder who would be there to pull me back up. I've stopped caring about anything that doesn't directly involve my acedemic career. I'm looking through a very long, dank, dark tunnel and have a sneaking suspision that I'm not ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning to the neverending chirp of the telephone. Talked with Cara about things that are life in death but won't mean shit in a week. Fell down the stairs because I suck and have forgotten how easy it is to put on foot in front of the other and seem to not understand that before stepping onto the basement floor your foot should ( Read more... )

So went with oatmeal, tefen and friends to the boiler room last night. Not sure but think I may have made an ass of myself. Sang fever and I will survive. Fun drunken Karoke. Drank to much smoked to much, managed to not end up with strange man in my bed. Good for me. Party afterward fun. Finally told David F. exactly what I think of him. You ( Read more... )

So had random get together tonight and was having lots of fun until drunky mcdrunk showed up. Some guy named kent showed up and started my dislike of him when he started screaming "wheres the blow?" and then went into the basement(which is where my room is and no one is allowed) My dislike began turning to anger when he pounded on the bathroom ( Read more... )

Megan says we can start the I Hate Angus Club. First club meeting tuesday at 7.

Fight with chemistry teacher. She gave us an extra credit assignment to do which was supposed to give us extra points. Than she decided that she would throw out our lowest test score and replace it with these ten extra points. Well, she already threw out the very lowest score so its actually the second to lowest score. This sound good in theory ( Read more... )