loss, revisited

[pixie_lily]

 i just realized that my brother's birthday was 2 days ago; had he stayed, he would be 52 years old. i guess he's been gone so long now (it'll be 11 years on april 9th) that it just didn't register. still, it's odd.

last year, the 10th anniversary of his suicide, i was a total wreck. i sobbed all day long; in an attempt to exorcise the demons, i

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[sheenanm]

*hugs*

[annstarlett]

that was really beautiful and touching.

one of my friends committed suicide one year ago (on march 22nd).
it hurts so bad. again.
we know why (schizophrenia and a combination of bad things), but will never really be able to fully understand.

thank you.

[pixie_lily]

it took me 10 years to be able to put it into words, and still there always seems to be more to say.

i'm sorry about your friend.

[angelaf78]

Your writings are very beautiful, I'm sorry you lost your brother.

[pixie_lily]

thank you.

and as weird as this sounds, it's okay. i mean, of course it's NOT okay, but at the same time, it really is...