the only thing i really want.

[pixie_wings_124]

i was talking to sam and christine tonight... and i kinda figured something out... i've come to the conclusion that i really need to open up to people, because thats the only way i'll ever really get to know them... but besides that, i realized what the only thing i ever really wanted was

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[itsparadise]

i agree. 110%.

[pixie_wings_124]

:).

[gnudumdum]

that was deep......i could be someone to turn to, someone to talk to, someone who at least trys to make u smile, a shoulder to cry on, and i do care about u but u don't seem to like as well as others and u really open up to me much. idk..... i might not be the guy your looking for but i'll still be there for you if u need me.......idk....u probably still think i'm immature and stuff but maybe one day i'll trustworthy enough to open up to...... idk maybe u should try brian or something

[pixie_wings_124]

haha.thanks. but no.

[kpserenity_422]

i totally feel you girl. thats pretty much what every girl wants. i want the closeness of the group of friends too. why is it that everyone seems so not happy and lonely lately? T.T.....

[pixie_wings_124]

i don't know... but its been bothering me for a while now. like ever since 9th grade actually. it kinda sucks.

[proops]

betty you know i am and always will be there for you. i know you are like me in that you don't talk about problems. and i know in person you probably won't. but if we ever need that shoulder or that strong pair of arms i will be right there. you know where to find me and don't feel horrible for asking. i'd do it in a heartbeat. <3 sing sing

[pixie_wings_124]

sing sing means "star". :)

[proops]

haha i know... we do have a friend named xing/sing, and his full name is yellow star. luv ya dude

[pixie_wings_124]

yep yep! or it means king star.

wong = yellow
wong = king

xing (sing) = star

it all really depends on your intonation. pronounciation is key.

[water_crystal]

i feel the same way. i hate it when i don't have anyone to turn to when i feel down. just like you, i wish there is someone i can always go to and vent. the person would always listen and try to help. he'd know what you're going through and can always relate to it. but i guess thats the perfect person, in my eyes that is... and those are rare... and theres probably only one in everyone's life...

but if you ever need anyone to turn to, all your friends will be there for you, including me. gow gow doo ho oi lay gah.. but gor jang hai yut gor yun haw yee make lay ho hoy sum. and thats the perfect yun. :)

<3<3<3<3 lots, sow sii

[pixie_wings_124]

yeah. i wished the perfect yun for me existed.

[water_crystal]

but he does... just somewhere hidden... waiting for you to find him... unless you want him to find you... you'll meet each other someday... and then life will be perfect... <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[pixie_wings_124]

he does not exist. and if he does, he better show up soon, because i'm losing faith. seriously, hum blang gaw dee laam yun that aw sing yut jung yi are all bad for me. there has been no good. my heart isn't in the right place.