I need something to chear me up, I'm so confused right now, but all I have to do is pick up my feet and find something to do, as soon as my parents arive, I'm off to consentrate.

today is saturday. I wonder what I'm doing today. last night wasn't bad, I went to hang out at Erics, mac picked me up with jayden. we hung-out for a while, it was a pretty good day. Tonight, I'm going downtown for a little bit to pick up some ciggarettes, and then I'm going to Julie's, hopefully and most likely. peace

smiles, movements, eye contact, lots of eye contact, talking, singing, laughing, walking around, music, the doors, bob dillon, sublime, black-flag, had to listen to the good old days. Had to listen to old music. I stood there in the middle of the room flashbacks. Thoughts, guitar, julie playing piano which is also in neerly the middle of the room. ( Read more... )

Julie and I are going to hang-out again, tonight. It's a Thursday, tomarrow is no school apparently. I don't go to school right now. Well, I should probably get going now. To call her, to figure out stuff, I'm thinking about going to the park for a while, we might do that. Anyway, I feel a wierd feeling about friday. Who knows what friday will ( Read more... )

I got this feeling that somethings changed. I get the thought that nothing is right, why can't we live each day with a completely different thought, perspective, immage ( Read more... )

Yesterday Julie and I went to 7-11 to find someone to buy ciggarettes, after a while of waiting a guy pulls up, dark blue car with light blue flames. I ask him if he will, he looks around while smiling and says, "uhmm... hmm... uhhhmm.. err.. hmm.., sure, what do you want?" so I tell him and he goes in the store, get's out, comes back out, and ( Read more... )

being bored , the usual. I think I'm going to walk to hartman park soon, out of bordom. Draw something, walk around, maybe I'll call Julie or something, tomarrow is finally wendsday, I cannot wait. Dave (stepdad) is being a jerk again, I hate him. He doesn't really want me living here, but I really can't help that, if I could I would probably be ( Read more... )

friday was the other night, not too long ago. I can't belive I didn't sleep and then I went to the bus stop, and went back home and fell asleep till five. Last night Julie and I watched Trainspotting, such a wonderfull movie. Haha, we couldn't deside if we wanted Paul, jayden, corey and jerod to watch it with us, so after 15 minutes of trying to ( Read more... )

been doing nothin' much, up to really nothing
at all. I worked on my website, the other one
that I use more often, just because I like to
add lots of pictures.
Www.geocities.com/the_gutter_wounds

nothing really is happening, might go hang-out ( Read more... )