While the morning sickness was my own person Hell, I love being pregnant. There is just something so cool about being in the middle of your day and feeling the subtle kick (or not so subtle kick) of your son from inside of you and knowing that he is your son- knowing that he is going to be the most important person in your world. It's ( Read more... )

Um...about two weeks ago I said, "How is Grey's Anatomy going to get rid of George? What is he suddenly going to be hit by a bus like that outrageous scene on mean girls!" Um...turns out...wow. I really watched the entire two hours tonight thinking, there is nothing here that is surprising. Meridith and Derek got married on a post it and I said ( Read more... )

I love my new icon!

You've changed so much. I guess that's what happens. I wish you knew how much you changed me. I wonder if I changed you, if your life is different because of me. Because mine's different. My God, you taught -me so much, and now we don't even talk to each other. I guess that's what happens.
- Unknown

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Yesterday I went to a meeting where my Pastor minilized everything I've done for the past four years. I left feeling more hurt than I've felt in a long time. The idea of the meeting was to discuss what the youth group is doing and talk about next year. That was the first half an hour and that was fine but then Jenny says, "We know you spend a ( Read more... )

I've been feeling really icky all day about this meeting I have tonight at the church. apparently my days as youth leader there might be numbered, mostly cause they can not afford to keep the program. I keep thinking of what I say to the kids all the time about how God has the big picture and we have only a piece of the picture and how we don't ( Read more... )

“ At times when you’re alone, alone, you realise friends are what you need, FIRST. These are friends, that despite the difference in character and distance, are by your side. They might not be there every time you trip but they’re there when you fall. Eventually, yes, you’ll find a man who loves you, who makes love to you, who stands by you, who ( Read more... )

actually considering all the build up in my head this week last night was a pretty good night. Bethany and I went to Tucker's and had breakfast to dinner and talked to Nichole (who is my favorite Diner worker person) and had a good chat that was somewhat balanced between baby things and everything else. Then we had a really good chat at my house ( Read more... )

You know crappy boy band that they were O'Town kind of nailed my feelings about relationship/friendships with these word:

'Cause I want it all
Or NOTHING at all

For the second time this year I am realizing that going back in a relationship is right now for me the same as giving up