why is it that i feel so freekin sick all the time...i mean really i got this one last week and it wont go away...i feel like i'm gonna cough up a lung...cough cough...see...anyway i had a great time last weekend...we road tripped all over the state to see the pygs and they were awesome...even if i did get robert drunk both nights...oh well...he ( Read more... )

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so i'm sick now...wooot...but on the bright side i did catch it befor i died an now i can get better befor i go home i hope...yaya i dont have to go to clss for a week now...that is the best thing ever...and on top of that i get to see everyone except shireen and blondie because they arent coming home...sad...oh well i'm happy that i get to leave ( Read more... )

what is it about life that makes me feel like nothing s ever gonna work out...but then just when i lose hope he goes and does something like that and i sin out of control...urg i'm so frusterated make it stop...i wish he would just make up his mind

hey yall' i hate people that think that just because they know one of the parties involved that they know how to handle a situation. i think that no matter what is going on there should be two people who handle it...the two it concerns...no one else...that is all

ok so i feel really confuseed right now about life and everything that goes with it. i no longer know what to feel or think. i really want to be happy but there is something in the way of that feeling and i can't get there. its like when i find something that i think i want, that i think will make me happy finally, it is never what it seems and i ( Read more... )

goin out tonight to see the pygs...wooot...i love them...if you didnt already kno that...kisses...

betryal...thats all haha...

p.s.
i'm not sad any more the pieces are fitting together now

haha that was funny right...well at least i can now rule out another thing that i thought was the truth...haha...i dont kno what to do anymore about this whole situation...and now to top it all off...as if i needed more right...my mom doesnt trust me and isnt talking to me any more all over a stupid live journal post which wasnt even mine...wooot ( Read more... )

so yea about those last two entries...i dont kno who wrote them but it wasnt me so ignore them and to who ever did this to me my mom now doesnt believe me about anything and i hate you