Nothing to much here... but ME AND KENDRA GO BACK OUT!!! YAY!!! hell to the yes... im so happy..... yay!!! Krystyna came over today it was cool to chill with her again.... we had a good time.... lol wen she put her fone in her pants... u wouldn't understand.... and i dont think u wanna!!!

***AND UNTIL TOMARROW....***

alot has happened and like honestly I haven't been to honest in these past couple of entrys... making the entrys very dull vague and boring... im gonna let you in... i dont care who reads this anymore... this is who i am and if u wanna judge me... then kiss my ass... cuz I prolly look better than u do.... even with my hair a mess... okay so hears ( Read more... )

Today god it was amazing... honestly I thought this field trip was gonna be gay but it was awesome... I had an amazing time ( Read more... )

the past couple days have been great... no one can put me in a bad mood... cuz im soo happy.... today was good.. nothing really exciting...I had Kendras lunch today for the second day in a row cuz I skipped yesterday to chill with her at her lunch... god shes great ( Read more... )

Yesterday... just to sum it up was great.... it was awesome its so hard to believe this but Im sooo happy.... if life was exaculy like it is right now I would never wanna die... I feel right now.... I feel complete... thank god ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in a while... alot to really right about but knowing who reads this I dunno If I wanna enclude every detail... u never know how people react to things ( Read more... )

Im feeling alittle better.. not a 100 percent but im okay I guess... I think im only really depressed when Im home... cuz in skool Im almost okay.... i think cuz Im around people I like... I dunno... life still sucks ( Read more... )

Today was normal... I have been completly out of it latley... Its like everything that used to matter doesn't and Im not feeling the same anymore.. I feel worthless... useless... lonely... and alone... Im not sure I can Take it anymore ( Read more... )

honestly I dont think Im worth it anymore...

and as the days go by I keep wishing I'll feel differently

Vacation is almost officailly over...which sucks alittle cuz I enjoy chillen with my friends and sleeping in... but yet there is something I have to deal with when I get back to skool... something that has been on my mind since tuesday night... and I need answers... I need to know whats going on... maybe I said something... or maybe it was ( Read more... )