It is getting very close until I am in Portland. Only 25 days left to go... I'm excited to be back and see everyone. Fun times! Well thats pretty much all in the update department. I'm just trying to get everything done before I come back. Busy Busy.

"The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes and adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes an adult.... The day the child forgives himself, he becomes wise." Alden Nowlan

My Personality

Neuroticism

21
Extraversion

60
Openness to Experience

72
Agreeableness

57
Conscientiousness

88
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however high levels of stress can lead to you feeling panic or confusion, but usually you cope with day to day pressures. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like ( Read more... )

I am really excited to be coming back to portland. I can't wait to get there. Only 36 more days to go! I can't wait to see everyone. I just don't look forward to the job hunt thing. ICK..... Oh well I suppose that is how it works though. I'm almost done going through all of my belongings so it shouldn't be so bad. I need to start shipping ( Read more... )

No matter how hard you try to not to care it seems its impossible not to. Not that it is a bad thing to care. I just know that sometimes its not the best thing. I can replay the many times that me being me has gotten me hurt. I'm one of those people that would do anything for a friend. The problem is whether or not you let yourself get walked ( Read more... )

Well my plane ticket has been purchased and I will be in portland on May 27th at 7:20pm. Just thought I would let you all know.

So my new goal for being back in portland is the middle to the end of October this year. I figured out that I can have easily $5000.00 saved up and that should be enough for the plane tickets for my kitties and my friend to fly here. Plus more than enough to drive out there. So we will see how it goes.

So by around this time next year I want to be in portland. That is the plan. Hopefully my friend doesn't fall through. She is supposed to fly back here. I am going to buy her a ticket. That way she can drive back to Portland with me. I am just going to start over. I will get rid of all of my furniture. Some of its worth something some of it ( Read more... )

I wasn't sure if anyone still reads these things or not, but I figured I would post in it and see what happens. My morning started at 6am and my day probably won't end until 4am tomorrow. Due to my regular job and then bartending until close tonight. Oh well who doesn't need the money right? I am very excited I get to go for my first test for ( Read more... )

Long Days
And lonely nights
Everything has gone wrong
And nothing seems right
With the darkest thoughts
Afraid to be alone
And this breaking heart
That whispers and moans
All my laughter
Filled with tears
And dying dreams
but...no one ever hears...