new years day... and eve

[pixiegurl13]

today was a crazy day. i hung out with jeremy for almost all of it. that kid is a huge part of my life.... i realized that today....like, everything i do is so much better if hes there to do it with me... sure we fight and disagree about things a lot but its ok. i need him here. he means so much to me as a friend. idk if "friend" is even the right

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Katie i love u

[anonymous]

IM sorry my journal wont work n i havtu go to work i couldnt sleep either last night i was really cold. i didnt know u cried over me everynite, why? u dont have to hold anything in. i dont know what im supoosed to say to it. i cant ever find the right words. I cry when i think about u 2. well um not everynite but idk . i miss u, and i know i fucked it up , i dont care about sam. i need u. i messed up bad. admit it tho if i hadnt have talked to her we would be just fine. U wouldnt not love me. u would be as crazy about me as i am about u. well ive read ur whole journal like 6 times n im trying to understand you call me if i havnt called u when i get off work. i love u katie forever more each day it will never change

jerbear