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[pixielated666]

i had a wonderful vacation up north at my dads cabin with jen..we just sat around and read and enjoyed nature...and smoked alot of cigarettes..and i learned that gin is not my friend for the 2nd time...prior to this we went up to empire for a couple days..this was also alot of fun..jen is one of the few people i can spend extended periods of time

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[_elfenbeinturm_]

you do deserve it... Everyone does, but the problem lies with patience. Most people aren't willing to wait for what they want. They'd rather just jump in head first...

Still going with the orchid idea for a tattoo? Someone said that orchids were my alter-ego... I love them so!

I miss loving someone, you know? I got so used to giving of myself until I was dry that now I have these overwhelming surges of pure emotion and I don't know what to do with them. I mean, what can you do with them? I won't compromise myself on account of wanting to feel for someone. I'll just have to wait until the right one comes along I guess.

Can't wait to see you and I'm glad you had so much fun up north... Empire is a great place. I used to live near there

[pixielated666]

it's funny that you mention that..sometimes i get these raw surges of emotion where i feel this surge of love and warmth..and i find myself with the desire to tell someone "i love you"...so my cat gets an earful lately...and i agree with the neccessity of patience..and if you do compromise yourself for something/one, utlimately, what are you left with?...i can't wait to see you too, amd Empire is really cool..and i am still pondering orchids..