Let's just establish one thing, I'm cryptic. I want to be, and thats the point. I want to write this entry in order to just get a few things off my chest. Most people reading this will have no idea what I'm talking about, and thats fine. If you read this, you'll get the idea of what I mean without actually understanding everything. And if you're ( Read more... )

...or better yet, is love real? Noa and I were having a conversation a few months ago about what one of the rabbis was talking about in their weekly meetings. He was saying that "love" the way most people think of it doesn't actually exist. A person loves another person because that other person makes them feel good about themselves. So, according ( Read more... )

so my parents got in a fight this morning.. thats not too unusual; in fact, it happens almost every morning. What was unusual was that my dad wasn't as much angry as frustrated and he finally said something that I wasn't too sure I was ever going to hear him say: "This isn't working..we need to make a big change" shortly followed by "I think that ( Read more... )

I don't really want to talk to much about anything going on right now.. so thats why this is a "quick" update...but I'll tell you about the fun thing that happened today ( Read more... )

...and it still sucks just as much. hahaha yesterday I became proficient in installing microwaves.. and actually, its not quite as difficult as it sounds. I also learned how to put film on the windows that is supposed to reduce the heat from the sun into the house by 70%. If it worked, damn, it'd be a miracle product. The problem is, it doesn't ( Read more... )

...in Prather...for the summer. Yeah. So far, its been..average, I suppose. We had a father's day type outing today where we bought a table saw (hmm...I wonder what thats going to be good for.. probably all of the hundreds of "projects" that my dad keeps mentioning..), went to eat at a really good Chinese restaurant, and I saw the Italian Job for ( Read more... )

this...is...one...of...the...most... depressing...days...of...my...life ( Read more... )

...and I'm actually slightly worried.. so, do I go to HB tomorrow, or do I study? ugh, the dilemmas..I HATE school. FUCK SCHOOL.

Yes, fuck school.

and its god damn depressing. I don't even like my floor, but its just sad to leave it.. I've been seeing a bunch of people in the halls who seem really nice and it kinda makes me regret not getting close to them..but then again, right now would be even harder if I had gotten closer to them. Its just a weird situation..my room looks so empty ( Read more... )

stupid cool trick doesn't work in titles I suppose, ohh well ( Read more... )