so my second doctors appointment went well yesterday :) i got my blood taken and it hurt like a bitch because the nurse ripped the needle out of my arm, but other than that it was exciting. Corey and I for the first time got to see little legs and arms and all of my nutrients going to our child through the umbilical cord. Dr Alamia said everything ( Read more... )

Today i am 8 weeks 2 days pregnant! I go to the doctor at 3pm today and get all of my bloodwork done and all my testing to make sure everything is okay, and a new sono picture!! I have been so incredibly nauseus today, and this throwing up thing is really making me tired in the morning. Its hard to get up and go to work after throwing up and not ( Read more... )

my life has just changed in about the most drastic way it could.

oh boy!

i am finding it hard to really understand who i am lately, who i have become, and who i used to be. It's as though all of these things that put me together are somehow just pulling me apart. I can't stand who I am right now, I dont know where this person came from. Its always just when you think you have figured it out, it is the farthest thing ( Read more... )

my jaw wont stop clicking, a massive headache for the past 5 days and it just won't stop. I have spent the past week hanging out with Kari doing girly things that i never got to experience before. I miss having that companionship. Its as though i am all alone sometimes trying to make it through this stupid dependancy issue i have, and i think i ( Read more... )

regardless of my mind being completely and utterly a mess, the past week or so has been quite nice ( Read more... )

i have been mute ( Read more... )

i am constantly searching for this bit of sanity that is always seemingly inches from my grasp ( Read more... )

i am on a serious bob dylan kick. i cannot find my ipod anywhere ( Read more... )

sometimes its amazing how completely and utterly alone i feel.

the end.