i'm blaming you for all of this.

this is all your fucking fault!

Your book is about the past. My book hasn't even started.

When the events themselves have been kept in mind, the purpose underlying the amnesias can be fulfilled just as surely by destroying a connection, and a connection is most surely broken by altering the chronological order of events.

Sometimes you can't do what you want and have what you ( Read more... )

how can i hate myself and my life when i find out something like this? i heard on some show once "remember no matter how bad you feel, there's always someone out there who has it worse". please god, make this not true. i would much rather have my life's problems be worse then his right now. i have only a small idea of what's going on, but if ( Read more... )

and then 30 minutes later ( Read more... )

I had full sleeves tonight, that's right...my arms were all tattooed up and you missed it.

i love you

drinking on dayquil and an empty stomach after not having had drank in months....should be interesting. i would tell you all about it seeing as how you won't be here to witness it, but with any luck i won't remember a damn thing.

sitting in the corner booth, all by myself at IHOP at two in the morning, just sipping on my cup of coffee with two creams and three sugars, watching the smoke from my ciggarette sitting in the ashtray make patterns in the air, changing everytime i breathe in or out, keeping me completely amused because i simply dont have to think about anything ( Read more... )

I can't believe...
This used to make me...
Stop the...
Why the hell...
I don't believe that you would...
You can just...
I feel like I could...
What I needed was...
But instead I got...
I just don't know...
What am I...
I love...
Yet I hate...
And I can't get over...
And I can't get through...
So then why did I...
And why won't...
So, I'm leaving

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEAH!!!!!

have you ever had a dream that feels so real and even after you wake up, and you know it never happen, still have this feeling staying with you of the way you felt in the dream, and the dream didn't really make any sense at all, and you analyze it and come up with nothing except for the fact that you just confused yourself more, and you wonder to ( Read more... )

a hurricane picking up speed ( Read more... )