i just lost a long entry. it was beautiful. beautiful.

lets just say ive been really busy and super stressed lately. senior year...being easy? bullshit! thanks for lying to me, world.

a lot of writing but oh god i am so close to done. thrilling.

i am glad i grew up in the era of saved by the bell, full house, and boy meets world.

but i'd never dare ( Read more... )

cinderella opening on friday. so i live in UCPA this week. which i don't mind because its my 2nd home anyway. but sometimes i just don't want to be there. especially for cindy. gag me ( Read more... )

dear life ( Read more... )

1. i sat on my rooftop and looked at the stars ( Read more... )

i have no control over my hands right now. i feel like i literally cannot stop them from doing what they're doing ( Read more... )

so its amazing how i can change my mind about things in an instant. i can see one small thing and i just...wow. i hope i'm not the only one ( Read more... )

watch this. this is me. not caring. lalalalala i dont care ( Read more... )

maybe we could just have a nice quiet conversation somewhere. or maybe we could just not ( Read more... )

everything (as i see fit):

its not a monkey. now its a gorilla. and that makes me really sad but it doesnt change the fact that im fucking angry. but you are still you and i will never leave you.

'stop trying to get out of it.' <- something i am unfortunately guilty of ( Read more... )

so i dont know. i really just dont know.