lol i was like wut

[pixilated_serra]

Things have been feeling a bit hectic in my head for the last little while, but I’m pretty sure I know what’s been bothering me, and right now it’s just a waiting game I have to play. I’m just really not a fan of the anxiety that’s returned. I haven’t felt it quite this persistently for a few years now, and it’s not fun. Being aware that it’s just

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[jnel]

i wish i could go to mangitoba at the same time :) polopawk chawclate bawrz/portageplace.com

miss u mang.

[jnel]

ps. i have been wearing less makeup lately too..especially since traveling..it just wastes time and i think my skin is healthier w/o goop on it..i might wear abit when i go back to work but that's about it..
also curly hair is mangi!!!

[pixilated_serra]

yeah... i think my skin is better too when i just leave it alone!! i ran out of moisturizer and i didn't even buy any more for like a month, and i swear it was no different. makeup just fades off and looks gross after 3 hours anyways i find, and it doesnt even cover up the fact that your skin isn't perfect. to me it just says "i'm not comfortable with the fact that my skin isn't perfect." when really, no one else cares besides me. sure if i'm going out and its going to be dark with cameras i'll wear some because i don't want to look TOTALLY swass, but, i've got better things to worry about i guess.

haha i just thought of 'fat retarded baby troll hands'. M4L