we lost it all, nothing lasts forever, i'm sorry i can't be perfect...

[pixistiks5]

John broke up with me on Saturday (the 30th) and I've been crying ever since.

I don't know what I am going to do, my whole world has just shattered to pieces.

I want him back more than anything, and I'm scared he won't come back.

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[xkitastrophe]

if he doesn't come back, it just wasn't meant to be sweetheart.
i've cried over so many boys.
knowing that he was all i had and everything i wanted.
but yanno what?
i always found better.
so keep this in mind.. these words i live by.
"whats meant to be will be."

♥
try to keep your chin up, sweetheart.

:)

[pixistiks5]

thanks, i really appreciate it.

i hope he comes back, and it IS meant to be..

but only time will tell, i guess.

[cheer4khs04]

i really wish i could say something more comforting than just..."it'll be okay" cuz i know that's the last thing anyone wants to hear at a time like that.

but i know you'll get through this. boys are dumb, though they try to make us think otherwise...they suck at life. they should all be put on a ranch somewhere and picked/rented out for breeding purposes.

but anyways, i hope your days get brighter! i miss you!

hehe

[pixistiks5]

lol, you're too funny.

the funny thing is; i didn't shed a tear over dan, i shed a few over ryan, and now i'm just a mess over john.

i think the fact that we live together is making it that much harder.

hopefully he'll realize what he lost, and come back?!

Re: hehe

[cheer4khs04]

lol...i'm sorry.

i need to take a moment and laugh at the choice of boys you and i have allowed to wreck havoc on our lives.

ok, now that we've gotten that outta the way...

yea, living together would have been it 100 times worse. how long did y'all live together? was it a mutual apt, or was it primarily someone's? cuz now its hard to separate and travel along a new path.

oye...boys...boys...boys

i know it's rough...but you know as much as i do...if its meant to be...it'll come back...and if its not....i know it's hard to accept...but there's probably something even BETTER out there for you!

love ya hun! cheer up...least it wasnt half the battle and drama like with justin...now THAT'S something to laugh about! ohhhh...goodness

[crazydreamer03]

awww honey! sorry ive been out of touch..why did ya;l break up!! :( :( *big hug* everything will work out fine!!