This is the life of depression......
God... he loves to torture me doesnt he?? I cant believe i didnt realize this until today when i actually thought about it.... the aching pain..... I cant take it anymore... it will suck for him when he realizes this......
"Over" - Sugarcult
Everybody’s watching you
Breathing in your every move
Look around when the world is empty
Look around if you’re guilty
Everybody’s after you
I wait in line to touch you
Look around if you ever miss me
Look around because it kills me
[Chorus]
It’s over
There’s nothing you can do
There’s nothing you can say
To keep me here
It’s over
You say we’re just friends
We're playing pretend to keep me here
Every night I lay in bed
I think about the things you said
Look around, I’m the one, your only
Look around it still kills me
[Chorus]
It’s over, To keep me here [4 times]
Doesn’t anyone care? [4 times]
Everybody’s watching you and counting down your every move
Look around when your heartbeat’s empty
Look around if it’s guilty
It’s over
You say we’re just friends
We're playing pretend to keep me here
It’s over
There’s nothing you can do
There’s nothing you can say
To keep me here
It’s over
You say we’re just friends
It’s almost the end
I’m outta here
It’s over
I’m outta here
Maybe one day he will see... I may love him for the rest of my life...but Zach ripped my heart out....now there is nothing left of me but pieces.....