mental image: becca laying on her livingroom table with a bag of frozen potstickers on her head....after her concussion from a few hours before.....and all her roommates laughing at her....

~When so many are lonely… as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish…to be lonely alone.~ Tenessee Williams

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ask me no questions, ill tell you no lies.....

someone out there must be laughing at me......

i'm not finding enough things to keep me busy, or keep my attention lately. i always want to be on the go, not giving myself time alone with my thoughts. And the smell of gypsy lavender and jasmine follow me around wherever i go... it's like a whole new world again.

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As happens sometimes, a moment settled...and hovered, and remained for much more than a moment.....and sounds stopped, and movements stopped, for much much more than a moment...and then, the moment was gone.

a rose is a rose is a rose.....
so i've decided that women can be very manipulative....and boys can be so confusing....can't anyone just be strait-forward? *sigh*

It is by no means an irrational fancy that,
in a future existence, we shall look upon
what we think our present existence, as a dream.
  ~Poe

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everyone goes through these times in their life where they question what they believed in. where will i go when it's all over? what comes next? am i making a mistake? what is truely right for any of us, and do we ever get over a broken heart, or that first love? maybe we carry it with us everything from the past, like love that will always be there ( Read more... )

sitting here in physics taking about who actually defines truth. its strange to be going to a physics class that is more like philosophy or science and culture. the relationship between humans to nature...the connection between science and religion...change...can we function with a strictly empirical understanding of nature?