If you think you're too depressed, I urge you to talk to someone about it. I know exactly how you feel and I am seeking Catholic counseling (I'm not Catholic but religion is never even mentioned nor am I judged or condescended to for not being Catholic) and it's helping me cope and feel tons better.
What about you do you think is not good enough? I think you're charismatic and sweet.
I really hope you feel better. I know you don't know me but I have felt and still feel the same way you do. If you need someone to vent to or bounce thoughts off of, my inbox is open. I hope you feel better and I hope you get whatever help you need.
As an aside, your layout is really cute and that picture of you is really nice. The banner reminds me a little of purikura? I think it's called? It's a cute graphic c:
I think that need to talk to someone who isn't family and has no connections to your family. You said once that you can't talk to your psychiatrist because you're afraid that if you open up to that person your family will find out about all the issues or secrets going on with you that you really don't want them to know about
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I do have to say I probably wouldn't need pills if it weren't for some of the bad shit that happens in my personal life. Depression is a mental imbalance, but I really think a lot of mine is situational depression.
I can totally see yours as situational depression but medication can still help that imbalance too. I mean, you never know until you try, right? I just want you to be happy. You don't deserve to be depressed, you know?
Other than that, the only other thing I can think of is removing yourself from your situation by moving out but that is hard to do and would put a lot of your dreams on hold. I also don't know what your financial status is either. Hang in there, 頑張れね！サラちゃんなら、出来ると思います。☆〜（ゝ。∂）
First of all, don't stress about getting a boyfriend.
Second, making mistakes doesn't make you a bad person. Last week I heard a pastor say, "Failures and Mistakes do not define us, but they refine us."
But you're right. You'll never be good enough. None of us will. I've been through depression too, and that's why I pray, not with fancy words like, "OH MIGHTY LORD IN HEAVEN, DELIVERETH ME FROM WICKEDNESS OF MY SIN AND CLEANSETH ME WITH YOUR HOLINESS LIKE THE HOLY PURE LAMBETH WHO'S WHITE AS SNOWETH!!" but in honesty. God doesn't want a performance prayer, but a genuine conversation from the heart, like you would a close friend.
honey, listen to me. i know exactly how you feel. exactly. it's an awful feeling; that crushing loneliness that you feel will definitely overwhelm you, the constant worry that you 'aren't good enough' or that there's just 'so much wrong with you' that no one could love you. it'll pass. it's not permanent, and you'll find that every negative thing you think about yourself is not true. someone out there loves you, you just have to have the patience and the open mind and heart to find them. and, from the previous things i've read that you've posted, you're a bright, positive person. you're beautiful and confident and i truly admire your outlook on life. so just remember, even if you feel down, and like you aren't good enough or any other negative thing.... just remember that i (and lots of other people, i'm sure!) am cheering for you, and wishing you the best. hold your head high, heavy heart. <3
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What about you do you think is not good enough? I think you're charismatic and sweet.
I really hope you feel better. I know you don't know me but I have felt and still feel the same way you do. If you need someone to vent to or bounce thoughts off of, my inbox is open. I hope you feel better and I hope you get whatever help you need.
As an aside, your layout is really cute and that picture of you is really nice. The banner reminds me a little of purikura? I think it's called? It's a cute graphic c:
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Also the new layout is adorable! =3
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Other than that, the only other thing I can think of is removing yourself from your situation by moving out but that is hard to do and would put a lot of your dreams on hold. I also don't know what your financial status is either. Hang in there, 頑張れね！サラちゃんなら、出来ると思います。☆〜（ゝ。∂）
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Second, making mistakes doesn't make you a bad person. Last week I heard a pastor say, "Failures and Mistakes do not define us, but they refine us."
But you're right. You'll never be good enough. None of us will. I've been through depression too, and that's why I pray, not with fancy words like, "OH MIGHTY LORD IN HEAVEN, DELIVERETH ME FROM WICKEDNESS OF MY SIN AND CLEANSETH ME WITH YOUR HOLINESS LIKE THE HOLY PURE LAMBETH WHO'S WHITE AS SNOWETH!!" but in honesty. God doesn't want a performance prayer, but a genuine conversation from the heart, like you would a close friend.
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i know exactly how you feel. exactly. it's an awful feeling; that crushing loneliness that you feel will definitely overwhelm you, the constant worry that you 'aren't good enough' or that there's just 'so much wrong with you' that no one could love you. it'll pass. it's not permanent, and you'll find that every negative thing you think about yourself is not true. someone out there loves you, you just have to have the patience and the open mind and heart to find them.
and, from the previous things i've read that you've posted, you're a bright, positive person. you're beautiful and confident and i truly admire your outlook on life. so just remember, even if you feel down, and like you aren't good enough or any other negative thing....
just remember that i (and lots of other people, i'm sure!) am cheering for you, and wishing you the best.
hold your head high, heavy heart.
<3
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