there is no point in doing this, i am the only one who cares what goes on in my life ( Read more... )

L:L, i feel so lonely tonite
O: im not the only one you see
V: its verry hurtful and annoying
E: its evenmore than i wanted it to be
and love is not what you have for me
Love it was just a game you played
love i dont want
you took my heart and then you broke it
love is not for me and you!

well, it is my first day back to skool!!!! i was getting ready to leav the hospital, and they said i needed a 2nd surgery, which realy sucked, and i had to be in the hospital for almost another week, which made it like a week and a 1/2 in the hospital, it sucked lots!!! my computer crashed, so i couldnt use it, and i was in lots of pain, and really ( Read more... )

well, its been a while, but i had my 5 hour opperation in harborview like friday, lots of pain and blood, and scars! i was so nervous i kept throwing up!!! physical therappy has kept me moving and hurting! i still keep throwing up , it is a big cycle, i take the pills so i dont hurt anymore, but that makes me puke. whichj is juist no good! surgery ( Read more... )

so the drs called last nite, and they said i need surgery, they said it would be on friday!!! i was scared and cried for a while, but then this morning they said i have and appt on tuesday, and i wil most deffinently have my opperation on thursday, i dunno tho, but my knee is sooo fucked up, that nothing is attached. and if i dont have the ( Read more... )

MAYBE THE SIMPLE THINGS ARE SIMPLY TOO COMPLICATED FOR MY LIFE ( Read more... )

hmmm ( Read more... )

friday, i went to aquire the fire, which is a big christian youth convention! it was amazing! so many people getting together to worship god!!! i had an indescrbable time! i puked on nick on the ride down, but eh, he was ok with it, giggles! atf was great tho! lots of prayer, and my knee is healing!!!!! i got feeling in my knee cap on saturday ( Read more... )

hmm, well it started out really fun, me and brenda hung out, and got dancey, then we went to caitlens house, and we all left with cody and holly, we were guna go to a party, but didnt, oh well, we had fun ne way, we went to the lothain estate!!! and then camped at codys house, it was fun! his mum likes us alot!! SUNDAY MORNING ( Read more... )

people who post rude things under "annoymous" are pussies! what is the point in being a total dick, if the person you are trying to hurt doesnt know who you are? you dont hurt me, i dont give a fuck!!!