Today was really beautiful. Mom and I took our cousins visiting from Italy to the Ronald Reagan Presidential Library. I saw a picture of my dad in the "Ranch Exhibit" and it made me cry. After the visit from the library, we went to Malibu. It was so amazing. The day was ecstatic and quite beautiful.

I am back and now I have a story to tell.

I Moved............

But in dark mocah brown-


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I often think the rest of the world has gone mad. This is quite a normal state of affairs for me. There is one particular cause that I think really needs promoting, the cause of real women. I’m not saying real big women who are over there healthy weight. I think being to fat can ruin your health, but being just right with a certain amount of fat on ( Read more... )

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I made so many mistakes in the past. My past haunts me , I try to forget the negative things I did, but some little voice within inside me wants to torture me. I changed so much since I was 18. I know what life really is for me at least. I know what I want. Now I just need to find a way to get there. It is not easy. The past will always make me cry ( Read more... )

Broken bones
Tied together
fix me
love me
paint the sky
make me
adore .

I feel so nervous and fatalistic, because a huge life change is about to happen for me. I am quitting my job and going to Europe. I am visiting the home land of my blood. The place where all my grandfathers and grandmothers were born. I will see the home my mother’s mother grew up in. I will see the church my grandparents married in. I will feel a ( Read more... )