So, I read a comment on someones journal and I got to thinkin'. Where did we all go wrong. Why is there so much hatred for one another. Some of us are married now. Some of us have kids. How do we look at our spouses (the ones who haven't been members of the crew) and children and justify this hatred. How can we look at them with such love and feel ( Read more... )

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so its 193 days till 5 is a married man. ashley and i were engaged this past christmas. we're getting married on august 25 2006. as if i don't have enough august dates to remember seeing as my mothers and my own birthdays are in august in fact we're getting married the day before my mos and two days after mine. well hopefully ill see some y'all ( Read more... )

so I've been in a commited relationship with a lovely woman since last October. Most of the people that matter have met her. She's got two kids wait sorry now three kids. just kidding. i'm now living in the sticks. (hamtpton. Don't worry i didn't know we had one either.) It's near Clinton and Glen Gardner. I'm actually about 30 min now from ( Read more... )

dont ask why i titled it that but i did. i feel like i'm neglecting my journal so i'm posting now. i'm currently at the sub cause Kurt and Karrissa are up from Mo. so. it was kind of funny on thursday i went to my friends college graduation at The Arts Center and i'm on the concession line and i look over and see Kurt. The funny part of this was ( Read more... )

so while i'm trying to play catch up on lj drama, miss purple runs down and says "mikey!!!!!!!!?????? Mikey!!!!! look" and i'm like "what you're wearin pink undies?" cause she had her pants open to show me the rash she got from The Patch (the no cigarette patch not the no baby one) just thought i'd share. now i'm going to go get her some medicines

so for all of you that have read my journal and commented thank you. i need more people to call me on my shit. well, if i dont think its broke how am i gonna fix it. alot of shit came out in those posts. for those of you that didnt know me then and know me now, i'm sorry you had to hear about it. for those of you that knew me then and know me now ( Read more... )

so know everyone knows i was engaged at one point. no one, not even she knows how i felt about her. how i still feel about her. i know she'll never read this. i know she'll never call me or come to see me. what i don't know is how she feels. not how she acts when she's around everyone but how she really feels. i know i know how i feel. cause if she ( Read more... )

so we have the computer back and theres alot that i need to say ( Read more... )

so why is it that i feel guilty for looking at other girls when im not even dating anyone? i dont understand this at all. why do am i still head over heels for someone when i dont even know that they feel the same way? i mean people have told me she does. hell shes even told me she does. why cant i be with her? i dont care what any of you think of ( Read more... )