I don't understand things ( Read more... )

well just to let you all know, i had surgery on wednesday and i'm very miserable at this moment.

i feel horrible. and it sucks.

just be praying for my speedy recovery.

b/c it sure is needed.

adios.

oh so much has been happening. besides the obvious "hi, i work all the time" thing, i have come to realize that even though i might want to set standards for myself and boundaries for my boyfriend, it doesn't work out ( Read more... )

funny how you think you have found the one for you, even if you two do argue, and then resolve the issues........funny how you think you have "the one"....then his mother shows up in the picture.

and is an absolute bitch.

yes. she is.

and i can't STAND her. i'm on the verge of hate. oh yes i am.

fuck her.

this sucks.

i feel like absolute crap. and i have to work.

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

i yelled at clint today when i meant to take my anger and frustration out on something else, by another way, instead of yelling at him ( Read more... )

so, the beach was fun. i had a great time. did lots of fun stuff and ate a lot of food. i'm getting fat. because i can't control my eating habits. i eat out too much ( Read more... )

man, i'm exhausted. everything that could go wrong at work last night, DID go wrong. I was so busy all night. At least tonite is my last night for a week. lol ( Read more... )

i got the full time job at the hospital. so if you don't hear much out of me on the weekends, that's where i'm at. fri-sun nights. 12 hours shift. only 1 1/2 more hrs. than i'm already working. beats working 5 days a week. it'll do for the next year till i get my main courses out of the way and i get what i need @ school. and plus i get ( Read more... )