Comments | placebo_effectz: I don't use this LJ any more but........

placebo_effectz

I don't use this LJ any more but........

Nov 01, 2008 15:05

MY ex is lying about me and slam-talking my name. i have never once done that to her since we broke up, except what i wrote in my PERSONAL PRIVATE PAPER journal. There are TWO SIDES to the story so I am going to share MY SIDE, since she is LYING and causing drama after all of this time.... and talking this shit to some people who WERE my friends ( Read more... )

becky

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ignusfaatus November 1 2008, 19:30:19 UTC

you are NOT crazy for being suicidal when your mom died and you had a new baby. You were NOT crazy. Most people I know needed years YEARS to get over their parents death.

I am so sorry that you were surrounded by very young selfish people with self centered motivations. It does not matter if you got high - what does that really proove? It proves that you got high once. haven't we all?

You tried to love someone who wanted to come between you and your family and now she is having a tantrum.

You simply need better friends. You deserve better. You were in crisis and that is why you made the mistake of letting that little girl into your life. It was a crisis fueled decision. please forget you ever met her. Her future is dismal.

placebo_effectz November 1 2008, 20:12:43 UTC

Thanks. I agree.

japejapejape November 3 2008, 18:41:26 UTC

Wow...why am I still on your friend's list?

Thought I would let you know that I sent this entry to Becky, I just thought she should know what you're saying about her.

Please take me off your list, I really don't want to hear any more about your life or your drama.

Thanks.

placebo_effectz November 21 2008, 16:08:42 UTC

She talked shit.. LYING SHIT, first.. This was how I felt after the fact,. You weren't on my list... no one is on this LJ anymore.... This was a PUBLIC post.... I wanted her to see it... There are always TWO SIDES to a story and she has LIED ( ... )

placebo_effectz November 21 2008, 16:15:34 UTC

One more thing- Maybe she wasn't "lying"... maybe that really was how she SAW it all... THIS is how *I* saw it all..... Different perspectives. I have no issues with her anymore and have let go of all of it, as I have that ability inside of me to forget the past and mpve on. She meant the world to me abut we never should have been in the situation we were in... I take responsibility for not leaving with her.... whatever though..... Things *COULD HAVE* been different, but they turned out as they were MEANT TO and that is also what the future holds. I still love Becky to death, because I am chosing to focus now on the POSITIVE times we had together and NOT the BS... we have both *I'm sure* changed one another in some ways positively. That's what I'm going to focus on and let life take it's course.