My greatest fear is that I will never gain independence from my father. We haven't actually had a pleasant time together or said more than a few friendly words to one another for as long as I can remember. I don't want it to be this way but I don't actually know how to get along with him. If it was up to him, I wouldn't get any financial support ( Read more... )

Spoiler alert.

The main character of this book cheats on her man with a girl. Then they all have a threesome. I HATE THIS BOOK AND I HATE YOU RITA MAE BROWN.

You know what ruins a book for me? When there's really shitty prose on the first few pages.

Page 1

"A young woman perhaps five feet five inches tall, blonde, her back turned to Vic..."

Page 3

"Hey eyes met Vic's for a second. Vic had green eyes, deep electric green. Set against her black hair, her eyes could almost be hypnotic."

"'Well, you've got ( Read more... )

Countdown: 18 days ( Read more... )

Alright I'm ready to act like a much less pathetic human now. I really hate myself for letting myself get that way.

So I went to the library again and I got Dissecting Marilyn Manson, which turns out to be a lot more scholarly than I had expected. Hopefully this doesn't mean it'll be dull or tedious. I also got Mordred, Bastard Son. The title on ( Read more... )

This is a miserable time. I cant really motivate myself to leave the house even though I swore I would be out of here by noon. I mostly blame menstruation which I'm sure you all wanted to know, and I don't know who I'm addressing because nobody reads this because I don't have any friends.

I really don't want to go to DC, but alogs, I am. Tomorrow my parents and my brother and Jane are all heading down to look at monuments and stupid overrated shit like that. I had no suggestions originally, but now I really want to go to Georgetown U because I might go to grad school there for the sole reason that they have a linguistics program. Oh ( Read more... )

Recurring themes in dreams I have:

• Running along, going about my business, and realizing I'm topless. I then try desperately to cover up before anyone notices.
• Being in the back seat of a car that's moving, and realizing that no one is driving. It's functioning just fine, no sign of danger, but I know that I could get in trouble if I pass the police ( Read more... )

I really feel quite pathetic for still being into this guy from work. Uhhh. That's all.

I'm not really sure what's going on with me. I'm pretty happy right now but the emotional eating is hitting me pretty hard. I mean I haven't really eaten anything crazy today, but I want to. It's gotten to this weird point where I actually crash while I'm eating instead of after. Like I'll be chewing and then be like, "Oh yeah, you wanted to be ( Read more... )