i am bored in an epic, existential way.

it goes on and on.

but at least i know why

got accepted into a short film fest. i got to remember to put together a screener for them. anyways, i researched the fest after i had applied for it, and it is a total boy's club. they must have gotten rejected from a bunch of other fests and so they decided to start their own. ridiculous. oh well, now i can plan a trip to milwaukee and ( Read more... )

had a dinner conversation with Joe last night ( Read more... )

i have all these high school boys as aquaintences. sometimes we talk on google chat. about movies and stuff ( Read more... )

i figured some things out yesterday... diagnosing the restlessness and what have you. it's not that i have not been unhappy this past year, that is not true! i have loved it. but i reckon i've learned what i set out to learn ( Read more... )

I must say ( Read more... )

i can't get this idea of portland out of my head. i think i want to move there ( Read more... )

I have the urge ( Read more... )

steam rose off my body: bare arms smoking, breath swirling like drippings burning down in the oven i've stood in front of all evening ( Read more... )

I just discovered there is a massive amount of books out there about Christian Sexuality. How crazy is that? Is it our culture that has produced such a need for literary wisdom? I am sure in other times, in a less hypered sexualized culture there was less need for this kind of truth ( Read more... )