i don't usually do these.
call it what you will.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=cclair

a lapse of judgement?

i saw city show today. i was really pissed that alex wasn't there, i was really looking forward to seeing her.

little mermaid sdtk ( Read more... )

i think if i opened up to other people, they would understand me; therefore, it's completely unrealistic for me to say i'm misunderstood.

full stop. period. no comma.

je sais pas ce que je ferai avec ma vie future. je craigne que je serai toute seule pendant la restant de la vie. il semble que je puisse pas parler bien avec les autres. les autres. je me sens comme tous sont "les autres." maintenant j'ai, peut-etre, quatre ou cing vrais amis. je sais pas si je survivrai en france. toute seule. j'aime pas souvenir ( Read more... )

today i return to my dorm. i think i'd be looking forward to it if i ( Read more... )

i'm having a very awful month. as soon as i got back to school, i ( Read more... )

Passed interview for Lyon program! I'm going to France next year!!

on the down side, i have surgery this week. i'm excited to get rid of the pain though, and get back to my life.

things are picking up in eugene. time to actually crack down and get some work done. boo. i'm thinkin' now that maybe a job isn't going to fit. lazy? i think so.

i have an interview for study abroad on wednesday. who knows what kinds of questions they ask. i'm a bit baffled, but i'm generally a decent human being so i think it'll be alright

so ( Read more... )

i'm back at school an everything is in its place. it's a new year, and i have a lot of big hopes for it. right now, though, all i can think about is how early it is for me to go to bed, and how i need to, and how tomorrow is going to be a really long day, and how it makes me sad that it's a day i have to live through and instead of live. i guess i ( Read more... )

so i've been feeling kind of grinchy lately. not towards christmas, but towards my friends. some of them are just as beautiful and fascinating as they've always been, while others just seem to get on my nerves. i have very little patience for the repetition of old and lingering friendships.

obviously, if i haven't seen you yet this break this does ( Read more... )