the other day mark & i were drinking bubble tea and these japanese guys came in with jack 'n a box bags. i said to mark "why is fast food so tempting?" and then this dumb vegan guy wearing a blue skirt with doc marten sandals gave his friend that snobby "look at that non-health freak over there" expression ( Read more... )

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i went home today cause i haven't been home in awhile ( Read more... )

after a long struggle with my insecurity and commitmentphobia, i decided to make things official with mark. i am not good ((at all)) with relationships. i am always the one finding excuses as to why it won't work, or finding flaws in them that do not exist, or ending things because i am purely scared of becoming attached ( Read more... )

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i'm at home because i only have 8 dollars left in my wells fargo account ( Read more... )

who knows if i'll ever go through with these, but here are my supposed resolutions:
1) Stop smoking ((slowly, but surely)) because i've been getting sick more ever since.
2) Try more new things... such as sushi, believe it or not.

this is the only new yrs picture i have up yet.


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i want to be happy. happy with a secret.

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the holidays are great when you have someone to cuddle with and drink hot cocoa with and KISS IN FRONT YARD WHILE IT'S SNOWING and all that romantic stuff i usually throw up to. fortunately i do, once again, have someone to experience this all with & he is not like the last holiday boyfriend ((fuck david)). he's actually consistent. we studied ( Read more... )