so i don't fell like i'm going crazy any more. i have found my zen, kind of, and i'm really stoked for going home. i talked to my dad last night and he gave me some really good advice about living for myself and no one else. i realize i've been living my life to make everyone else happy or proud. i know i came to france for me, but once i got here ( Read more... )

Ok...I'm leaving. March 3rd I'll be back in good ole' Tulsa ( Read more... )

You Are a Beagle Puppy


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I had to buy ANOTHER pair of pants because the ones I bought in London on my vacation are too small. I bought them because they were baggy and looked cute, now whenever I put them on I look like a sausage, I fucking hate this. I spent 45 minutes in the store picking out a pair, I don't even like them, but they're not too small and when I sit down ( Read more... )

These kids that I watch take naps every day, it's not a surprise, it's not a secret, they know that when they finish lunch they go to sleep. Today I was watching a movie in the room next to them and I heard them playing. I don't know how long they had been playing, five minutes, ten minutes, who cares, when I went into their room they had the ( Read more... )

i just remembered about one of my many adventures i've had ( Read more... )

this morning i had the most amazing dream, amazing on the outside, but when i thought about it, well, it kind of bothered me. i met this guy and he was so hot and he apparently had a lot of money, i went up to his apartment, and he had the most beautiful apartment for a guy, everything was so nice and new. we were talking for a little while and ( Read more... )

someone gave me some good advice to write down my ideas about what i want to do once i get home...well, i need to go back to school and try to get a teaching degree, maybe take a class to be a substitute teacher, who knows, i also think it would be neat to become a registered nurse and volunteer at a children's hospital in my free time, and just in ( Read more... )

i haven't had really that much to write about lately, mostly just random thoughts that are worth remembering whenever i look back at my time here ( Read more... )

100 Years by Five for Fighting


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