be warned, im venting

[plainwhitewalls]

i hate this! all ive been doing this break is sitting around, alone. i feel really alone. i dont see any of my friends and i feel like everyones having fun and going off and having a super time and im stuck in my house with my dad and my brother who like hate me. and i get invited places but my dad wont let me go. he gives me this shit about how i

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[singinulullabys]

call me. see if you can hang out. I've been sitting around doing nothing the whole week because my mom keeps saying I should help around the house too. nkvgfsljl;dksa I hate parents. I know I shouldnt say this because we're not best friends and I don't know your dad but he sounds like an asshole. Hes probably not letting you do anything because he was lonely when he was a teen or something. Anyways, feel better and if you want someone to go to the flea market with you, I will.A nd its cool that youre ranting on your lj because everyones always like I don't want to go on because no one would like to read it but its really like, this is what livejournal is for!!! yea, so, that was the end of mine.

[plainwhitewalls]

wow does that sound familiar (rolls eyes). ill call you if i can hang out definitely, but see it sucks because ok right after xmas i leave for jupiter to be up at my grandmas house and, once again, do NOTHING! YAY! and yeah i dont care if u call my dad an asshole, so dont worry about that. i think youre right, and he sympathizes with my brother because my brother is a loser. LOL, yes you should come with me and get an outrageous piercing..or at least buy some cheap pretty thing that you dont really need but will make you happy.

and yeah i agree, i usually dont vent in here because its annoying but the point is its a place where you whine and people commiserate (ooh vocab word)

[x0x0__broken]

Im soo sorry babe, that really sucks. You could always run away and come here and hang out with me, lol. Our winter breaks would be full of those stay up till 6 in the morning talks about silly boys and dumb people like summer. It would be awesome =p. Try and hang in there, something great is hopefull going to happen to you soon cuz you certainly do not deserve this. I love you, be safe and happy =]!!

♥

[plainwhitewalls]

oh no, not true, my dad wouldnt let me. but that whole notion of just having one continuous sleepover and talking about boys being dumb and people being dumb sounds awesome. im hangin in, and aww youre really sweet!

be safe and happy too and have a GREAT Xmas (or Hannukah or eh I doubt you celebrate kwanzaa)

[x0x0__broken]

then we drug your dad and I take u while hes asleep lol. And yeah it would be awesome, and good you should be. Thanks, and yeah I celebrate Xmas but the last part made me lol =p.

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[plainwhitewalls]

ok now THATS a plan :)

:/

[cameo_role]

I did try to call you. Oh well.

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[plainwhitewalls]

ill call u back sometime in the near future

Re: :/

[cameo_role]

Alright.

[onthedrivehome]

aww nikki! I tried to call you yesterday but your phone was off and no one picked up the house phone =/. call me tonight.

and please don't get your nipples pierced. <3

[plainwhitewalls]

see, you see what happens when you leave??!

[fizzlelol104]

u no nikki, that was well written. i no u could care less for that tho but i just felt like putting that out there

[plainwhitewalls]

AWWWW!!!! i was saying aww like the whole time reading that. im pretty sure i was kidding about the pierced nipples though, but good to know youd stick by me even if i wanted to do that lol

and i know ill move out and ill be okay and im okay now just sometimes i get sad about stuff and it passes, im glad u still say it though because its still nice to hear, like just nice to be reminded

AWWWWW(about other stuff you said)

and i know youre not just saying crap and you mean it:)

♥ x 83276498327847294

[fizzlelol104]

good thats the reaction i wanted. it was absolutely supposed to make u feel good and make u feel better. its always a good time to be reminded of things that we forget. (thats good that u werent serious about the nipples thing cuz it wouldnt be one of my favorite things to do altho i wouldnt think twice about doing it with u if u wanted. but thats good to know lol)
o yea. i jsut got grounded tonight for the rest of the week. nice christmas present eh? yea so im really feeling u now. SUCK ASS!!!!!!
mwaz mwaz
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[plainwhitewalls]

oh, man that sucks about being grounded, im sorry=/ but congrats about your permit