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[plainwhitewalls]

you probably wont read all of that, god knows i wouldnt but if you could comment and answer these 2 questions thatd be great

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[emoontheinside]

I havent read the whole thing, but I will. but let me tell you something, whoever said only 5 people got in last year from CSHS IS A FREAKING IDIOT. I could name 15 people off the top of my head easily, and i have about 50 more on my facebook. dont sweat it sweetthing, and ill read the rest later.

[plainwhitewalls]

ok, ahh, thanks for telling me that. it greatly reduced my freaking out in my head.

and merry xmas or happy hannukah!

[bran57]

u were wrong, i read it all

[plainwhitewalls]

aww i love you. i just meant like it was the first time THIS year though, when i was over my cousins. that sucks that it wasnt as christmassy for you though, because its nice when it is. thats a sucky part about getting older, it seems like the holidays arent as big of a deal or as special. i hope everyone gets better over there too

and im REALLY happy that youre trying now because i know youre really smart and i dont want you to get grouped in with stupid ppl when you finish highschool. i want you to go somewhere thats good and live up to your potential. and also jimmys calling you? thats great! he really did mean what he said then. i know, i hate when finally u get what u think u want and youre confused about it. but i really hope all of that works out and yes, keep me updated.

ill call you probably when i leave for jupiter cuz yeah

[bran57]

yeah but i still had a good time. i went and saw my grandpa today who i havent seen in probably 2 years or more so that was pretty fun! and i met some other people there that ive never met before that are my cousins and stuff. they were pretty cool. yeah idk what it is but just like getting a good grade once or twice made me think wow i really like this feeling so i just kinda stuck to it and im very proud of myself for it. this next semester im gonna try to get all a's or at least a's and b's!
but yeah hes been calling and texting me and he keeps saying he wants to hang out with me but it never works out. and he even talked to robert about me, im not sure what he said though but i know it was good. i hate that i dont know what i want. but i guess only time will tell!
but i love you tooooo and i miss talking to you all the time!! we have to start talkin a lot again, even if its on the phone and stuff!

[cameo_role]

1. No.
2. I haven't thought of it yet.

[plainwhitewalls]

oh but knowing you youll come up with some ridiculous one. like "im not going to eat for a week" or something

[cameo_role]

Or none.

[plainwhitewalls]

thats boring

[fizzlelol104]

i think if just half the ppl in this world had the smarts and thoughts taht u do, wed be ALOT better off. i feel like hugging u now. that whole ladder thing and asshole with a rolex...i totally get taht and ive been thinking that so much lately. and i agree with so much of wat u said, its insane. i feel like hugging u now. i wont write anymore so u wont have to read this huge ridiculous jazz written thing. and i read ur whole thing to by the way. it was cool, after a few lines i didnt think that i was reading this huge thing i jsut felt like i was talking to u or being in my head cuz the stuff u said was so wat ive been thinking. cool kid ;)
♥fizz

[fizzlelol104]

1. eh not so much. i suppose wen i do its a shallow belief so id hafta say no i REALLY dont.
2. it would probably be to trust myself and others more. and i guess by that i really mean to trust my mom more so we could have a lot better of a relationship and not one thats based on fear in my head but more on love.

[fizzlelol104]

yeah i used to but now i dont think i REALLY do either.

and the second one is some variation of one ive made before, i think you could do it too if your mom doesnt mess it up

[fizzlelol104]

aww, i like reading your huge ridiculous jazz things though, thats why i say yours are like the best cuz u put so much thought into what u say. and yeah i think wed be happier a lot of us at least. whatever. you know what im saying.

♥ x 43757348574535