i'm so fucking tired and i'm sick too. i don't want to go to school tomorrow at all. i don't know how to do whatever i need to know how to do for this test tomorrow. and i feel guilty when i have fun and i have a lot of homework to do. a sign of a true QLer ( Read more... )

im putting my fingers on the corners of my mouth
im pushing up
there's a smile

theres really no point to this im just procrastinating doing that stupid essay. its easy i just dont want to do it. i hate stuff like that. like studying. youre never done, you can always do more. essays are like that. im kind of excited for friday and idk why. nothing of any interest is really going on in my life at the moment. actually that's not ( Read more... )

i shaved my head. seriously. im glad i did it too ( Read more... )

im just sick of having to do stuff though bcuz usually ppl push me and do everything and i just go along with it im not really the active one and usually when im called upon to be an active one i just leave its just hard. no its not its just different. becci knows what i mean. actually idk maybe she doesnt. im being so lame. and im being retardedly ( Read more... )

the linoleum on our floor was ripped off and its being tiled soon so my computer isnt up right now so im using my dads which sucks*breathes* im not going to address the fact that im back in school more than this..so warped tour was really really really really awesome. initially i was MiSeRaBlE bcuz i felt as though i were..i dunno....melting! but ( Read more... )

im doing the Things Fall Apart questions right now, well I was. They're just reminding me of how much i don't want to go back to school. Why would i want to go back to school? i dont miss anyone really. the people i cant live without i see all the time during the summer and im not going to get to see everyone that doesn’t go to my school that i ( Read more... )

Today's boring. Becci's mom hates me. She likes when Becci talks to RJ on the phone better then when she talks to me. I dont understand why. i cant get becci pregnant..so she should rather becci talk on the phone to me. that's my dad's methodology anyways ( Read more... )

idkkkkk, i feel sad. im being really pathetic. i usually am really pathetic though so this isnt really anything new. dont comment and say something like aww no youre not. thats annoying cuz then what am i supposed to be like aww thanks youre not pathetic either? in fact i dont really even like being complimented in general because i never know what ( Read more... )

I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TRYING TO EXERT THEIR WILL OVER MINE ABOUT THINGS THAT AFFECT ME AND DON'T HAVE ONE GOD DAMNED THING TO DO WITH THEM!

::SCREAMS BLOODY MURDER::

ENIGMA0789: Nikki
PlainWhiteWalls: BEN
ENIGMA0789: sup
PlainWhiteWalls: IM REALLY PISSED OFF
PlainWhiteWalls: IM ABOUT TO KILL SOMEONE