ecstasy isnt as cool as i thought. everyday is the same. i wake up, make plans, get drunk, talk to boys i have no interest and try to make the day different than the last. blah..is this it? i feel like my expectations are so fucking high and i am always getting disappointed. THERE IS NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO ANYMORE. yeah, i could be working and ( Read more... )

friday: i went over to hannahs house to meet up with lucie james david paul, we drank some and lucie bought shrooms. she and i ate them and decided to go to chinks MOTEL party, which was a bad idea. heart shaped beds, heart shaped tubs, small as shit rooms with people i didnt really know. the ones we did know were being assholes. all lucie and i ( Read more... )

last night was..very typical of lucie and i. i went over to lucies house and smoked a joint and got really stoned. it was nice outside so we got ice cream and walked to pauls house to meet up with david so we could get some whiskey and smoke more. after that we went to my house and started drinking and david ordered a pizza. mom came home and david ( Read more... )

SOOO, I GOT A NEW JOURNAL BECAUSE IVE HAD THAT ONE FOR YEARS AND NOTHING IS THE SAME. Hopefully ill update a whole lot more in this one! add me.....OR ELSE!