Another Sleepless Night on Drury Lane: What Am I Thinking?

[planktonbreak]

1.a) I want to be somebody/something else. If I could be a vegetable, I’d want to be a cucumber. Nice soft insides followed by a resonant crunch. Then a nice green skin to keep it all in. no crust, no hard shell, just sanctified goodness.

b) my cat is whack. i wish i had a cat. one that could hack up hairballs on cue, and ride the curtains like a

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Re: cold medicine and leonard

[planktonbreak]

exnay on the chalet. thanks hunny. man i wish i didn't give up smoking. i'm doing really well ... again. how bout you?

Sorry, last night sucked. I hate marriage.

[nizradio]

bwahah sounds like your solution is to return to the womb. crawl in, curl up, gurgle and poop.

but the reality is, you are that amazing person that you want to be. nothing's changed really. You're just a little underconfident right now. the only people who can be blamed for 'taking' something from you could possibly be your parents, and that's when you were 2 and they repressed your impulses. Chances are you have all those things back now, as an adult.

I don't know what i'm trying to say. You *do* deserve better. The best. You deserve to not feel lonely, but you also know that you have no reason to. Finding a dude to fill that void will never be as satisfying as filling it yourself. Cool? cool.

[planktonbreak]

yeh, i know all that stuff. thanks man. but you gotta tell me that every day! my angry chick music is only one step in the long process... lol
hey, lets get drunk sunday.

[r2dchew]

You need to do what is right for you and you deserve better.

[planktonbreak]

thanks chewy. speaking of the ex factor - my ex from barrie (a year ago thanksgiving), called me christmas eve to apologize for being a raggedy-ass-son-of-a-bitch and dumping me. he played the "you were the best thing that ever happened to me" card. my response: right, i have to go wrap presents, merry christmas. it was weird. stupid exes.

[r2dchew]

Yeah, I found out something interesting about an ex reciently. Tell you all about it when I have the time.