Oh yes. Bad day indeed. I forgot to take the meds.just great. I really wish you could have a mute button for your life. You know? When your parents just keep coming and coming and coming at you with all the put downs that just make you want to go slit your wrist and kill yourself. You can just push it. Then everything will seem somewhat ok. Except ( Read more... )

Hello journal world. I'm doing much better now. I have now realized the importance of being consistent with perscription drugs. Lets see. The last post was just random. One of the guys I homeschooled with was in a car wreck on 65 on Monday, and died. It was really upsetting to me, because I drove past it. Its just weird to now think someone I knew ( Read more... )

Why does death come to those who are so young? Why did LB die? Why was this wreck different from all the rest? Why were they calling him a man when he was only 19? Why are kids in such a hurry to grow up? Why is it that I feel so guilty? Why is it that I want to cry but can't? Why is it the Caitlin only has a few months to live? Why is she the one ( Read more... )

I honestly don't feel good today. My throat hurts REALLY bad. I just don't feel like going to school. So I might not. I don't know. I want to go see Noel though. I went to see her last night, and guess what. She's pms-ing. Great just what I need, a 2,000 lb pms-in horse. But "This too shall pass" Alright, well I need to go find out if I'm going to ( Read more... )

I just thought my day was bad. ha. Oh well, tomorrow is another day. I almost got ISS today. It was because of my dumb as dirt comp. apps. teacher. I swear she is on the list of ppl I wish would die ( Read more... )

Alright. Welcome to the brand new journal. The reason for this one is because I have recently changed alot in my life and when I want to vent the people who I vent about will read so I need something new to refresh myself with ( Read more... )