I don't like the fact that we are drifting, as much as you do. I am now busier than I have ever been and been trying to adapt here before I do anything else, and it's hard to keep on the ball when your schedule and workload changes from day to day and you feel like you're losing your mind. I will be back this weekend, I won't have much time b/w hw and the Alzheimers' Walk and parents not letting me out of their sight on a case of the "missing their boy syndrome." In any case, I will be back for Homecoming, which I wouldn't miss for the world. I must confess that we are worlds apart, though. College is... absolutely nothing like high school. One can either choose severe depression or severe happiness at this observation. Our friendship was based on a set of qualities which we share and/or qualities that I value. You: don't care to vocalize your jokes, pick-up lines, opinions and/or to be eccentric (yourself). I valued that and still do. You: Are great a talented musician whether you think it or not. I enjoy music as well, and enjoy
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I love you too, I care. Please just understand that it's hard for me right now to catch up with anything. If you keep making me think about this, I am going to wish all the time that I were Portage, which I will be in two weeks.
I truly value your friendship. Honestly, I do. And yes, I've questioned myself, wondered if there were terrible motives for ever becoming your friend. And I hate having to think that. But I know that's not it. It can't be. And if it is, I hate myself for it
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