It's crappy, but oh well, I have nothing else to post

[plastic_faith]

I’m tired of reaching out
And having nothing there to grasp
Tired of listening to my own harsh voice
Instead of your comforting rasp

I’m tired of crying in the darkness
When comfort’s so far away
Tired of hearing only my footsteps,
Of seeing my own shadow in the doorway

Tired of sleeping in the night
With an empty space at my side
Tired of wishing for a best friend
When my true self always hides

I’m tired of watching seasons change
And dancing in the rain alone
Tired of having endless hopes on
Somewhere to call a home

I’m tired of dreaming for someone like you
And living in this façade
Tired of wishing for you to come
When this isn’t where you belong

I’m tired of loving all your flaws
And all your attributes, too
Tired of falling endlessly in love
Especially with someone like you

I’m tired of missing someone who isn’t there at all