im about to be 25 tomarrow. im going to vegas on saturday. i hate my life. nothing yet and im still fucked.

i drank alot the other night. about maybe 7 or 8 beers and some yager and some rum. i managed to finally knock myself out. like i punched myself in the face so hard, i fell down. its really stupid i know, but i cant help doing or saying stupid shit when im drunk. this is why ive majorly cut down on drinking. finally got a job, but im already over ( Read more... )

VIVA LAS VEGAS, VIVA LAS VEGAS, VIVAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! VIVAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! LAS VEGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in a month

i finally went and saw star wars 3. its alright, i just understand how a robot can have a cough. hes a fucking robot!!! i accidently stabbed myself in the stomach with an exacto knife too. i was trying to cut something and i was doing it towards myself and i stabbed myself about and inch deep. it bled for a little bit. its healing now. the other ( Read more... )

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Alice in Chains - Down in a Hole ( Read more... )

im tired, bored, poor, hungry, lonely, homeless, pissed off, hated, a flake, listening to marcus spit a bunch of jibberish, almost friendless, incredibly aggitated, hating life to the fullest. i miss my family, i miss my dog ALOT. i miss having a home and huntington beach.i miss back in the day when we all chilled at the park. i miss having a brain ( Read more... )

i saw kung fu hustle last night. not too bad. i went stoned so it made it seem even better. bad ass fighting scenes. wasnt really too funny and there were subtitles. luckily im literate so i could follow the movie fine. myke got a free 53 inch big screen tv. we found on the side of the road. worked and everything. trying to find work. got another ( Read more... )

got drunk with martin last night for the first time in hella days. i drank most of his yager. sorry martin. prolly made an ass outta myself. i usually do. but when im that drunk i dont care. because im drunk. anyone who knows me knows this. i think i got socked in the face last night cuz my right jaw joint thing hurts. but i have no idea. WAS gonna ( Read more... )

...a very bad idea. i got horribly drunk on paul's birthday. slapped my friend in the back of the head and ended up crying for one reasom or another. fuck that shit. we all had our flip outs that night ( Read more... )