wow.....life hahaha talk about it. its been awhile since i felt as happy as i do now.....some things suck. but fuck um.. look at the good. im fuckin happy being me the freshman i was and am always going to be. you guys say im immature but im not its my way of making life fun. hell im 16 yrs old why do i wanna be so god damn uptight for. mark is mad ( Read more... )

its 10:40 pm shit it is 10:40 pm.......Anyways it has been awhile since my last true entry plus like the last 4 or 5 are wrong dates lol ( Read more... )

okay so tonight hanging with danimal like th 30 hr in arow so cool erci is here but only like 24 with him ( Read more... )

hanging with my babies tonight so i have to jet bye.

i leave for chicago, il in the morning and im gonna miss everyoen alot Crysta ill miss you so much. Eric, Danimal, Matt ill miss you guys alot too. giz ash everyone ill miss you know who you are. in away im having thoughts baout not going. i dunno. but i have to. i want my guitar and well i cant get it. im gonna cry. i thought about it ill be 1001 ( Read more... )

ugh not really in the mood for this but its been awhile. anyways its been okay, yeah sure i dont anyways i gotta go bye.

ugh this sucks all day wasted on me just messing around nothing to do. i didnt hear vfrom crysta which was wierd i hope she isnt mad at me or somthing. i dont know, that would suck. anyways im with eric i wish i had my guitar. well i wish i had crysta to buut i dont so i have to go bye.

im so bored. i tried to call crysta hmm shes busy at work. um timmy called. and well thats about it. crysta if you get this give me a call at 934-3026 oh yeah mark eric i also called you guys too. well bye.

okay so last night friday the 18th or 19th w/e it was i had this huge night planed for me and crysta that was going to be the best night of our lives and she wasnt able to sneek out. she told me she would prob be hoe from work at like 12am and i thought she would be over a5t like 1230 and when i didnt hear from her i got worried so i had to go and ( Read more... )

so im dating crysta bet people didnt see that maybe just the million people that eric told but im out. out of the bet eric forfit thursday night and gave me five bucks then got mark to tell me why i should date her i mean i didnt need them to tell me i had this thing for her last year but i was having a bad time oh and then like um. she got me ( Read more... )