it's amazing the emotional clarity you enter after a relationship is over and done with. at that point when you know, for certain, you've reached the end. it's as if everything, every tiny detail of your relationship is magnified, and replayed, over and over again when you close your eyes or get trapt in those moments between blinking ( Read more... )

i've been talking to an old friend ( Read more... )

i say it all the time ( Read more... )

so much has changed lately, and really... i've stopped pretending to even seem like i know what i'm doing ( Read more... )

( in ever single letter & every single word there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl )

things are incredible. they really are lately. my friends are amazing, my family is so supportive and i have an incredible boyfriend who reminds me every day that every struggle and heartbreak have been completely worth it ( Read more... )

when you leave ( Read more... )

i've been searching for words,
that i admitt, should have come sooner. easier. better than they will.
but this is what i've got.
and if you want it, take it...
because it's the only time i'll ever make this exception,
it's the only time i'll ever make an explanation for my actions
for recent events.

you dont know me, really ( Read more... )

i smell your skin,
touch your fingertips,
feel your eyelashes
graze my cheekbones,
and my mind instantly
snaps to consciousness.
every nerve ending
is beautifully alert,
and every brain cell
formulates ways in which
i could hold you
like this for hours.

i have a disease.
this is the only way i can think of describing it.

i have a virus,
eating me from the inside out.
if i could think of one time i have made a sincere effort to not hurt someone, who only tried to love me ( Read more... )