Okey, so looking over my journal right now made me realize something I hadn't mentioned in my previous post (which I wrote like two minutes ago): my great-grandfather. I have been surpressing it and refusing to think about it so hard lately, that he's almost completely out of my mind. Wow. That was a shock. I don't want to forget him. I need to get ( Read more... )

Okey, so I have a lot on my mind that could be possible topics, but there are A LOT, and besides.. it would take me hours to get the stories down. Some of them have to do with my boyfriend, Lars, and some have to do with a bunch of other stuff. So, I've decided on a short little news update. Not that anything's really new, but whatever.

Well, I'm ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to write, or where to begin writing whatever it is I'm gonna figure out to write. Uhm.. well, the funeral was today. For my great-grandfather. Not exactly sure how I feel about it. I didn't cry but I felt like crap and I did tear up a little a couple of times. And it was really hard seeing my family hurting. I mean, I've ( Read more... )

I was going to name this post something like "The last goodbye", but then I realize that I'm not really saying goodbye, am I? The funeral is tomorrow, and I can't say how much I do not want to go. Well, I do want to, but I also don't, if you know what I mean? I was thinking about him (my great-grandfather) earlier today, so I pulled out  couple of ( Read more... )

So, my plan was always to get into law. I had no other specific plans within that, but I was set on studying law. But events over the past year has changed that. I want to do something I really love, not just something that pays good and can benefit me in private too. So I started looking through professions from a-å. And already on a I found ( Read more... )

I haven't really been able to blog the last couple of days, because I've been trying to stay busy. In my previous post I said I hoped he'd live till the next day so that I could see him again.. well, he didn't. I received the call around 10am that next morning. But I didn't l cry like I had the days before when he was dying.. I just felt empty. I ( Read more... )

So, I thought about calling this post "dying", but I decided I'd rather call it "Staying alive" cause from now on I am going to try to see the glass as half full instead of half empty.

Now, a little summary of today's events.
I woke up when I received a phone call that my dentistappointment for the day was moved to next week, and so I went upstairs ( Read more... )

And so the movie. I can pretty much sum it up in one word: crap. Well, at least when compared to the book and the true story. I mean, the movie is such a poor interpretation of the book, it really surprises me that Stephenie Meyer ever approved of it.

There's just so much wrong with it. Yes, of course I do understand that a book of that many pages ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while since I finished the series. As most of my loved ones know, I'm a total Twilight-addict. But I was also totally pissed when it went mainstream. One of the things I loved about the Twilight-series is that it was this mysterious, strong lovestory known not to many. Then suddenly every freakin' teenager goes out and buys ( Read more... )

I just felt like I had write something regarding my previous post about Jimjim. LARS, if you read this, don't be jealous. Nobody turns me on like you do. HAH!xD

No, but seriously. Although I am in a serious relationship I'm allowed to have friends. I would do anything for my boyfriend, but I also have other people in my life that means a lot to me.  ( Read more... )