Yeah..in agreement with Donnie. I have never created something and thought it was the best thing out there. If I did that, I would be Jonathan Anton from "blow out" fame...but more like 'blow job' fame because he is a huge huge nipple. anyway, i just keep coming back to the quesiont "what would you do if you weren't afraid?" You are already doing some of that by creating. Just take it another step. I am looking into taking some accounting classes, because that is what i would do if I wasn't afraid... I would go back to college and get a degree that I can use in the workplace. also, i would take a photography class and I would paint the living room. (i am scared of painting it because 'what if it is the wrong color choice?' but, really, I am taking a 'bite' by just letting it look plain, stupid, and boring.
anyway, i don't know if that helps or just makes me look like i know it all. i don't! but, know that Donnie and I think you should go for it because we believe you CAN!
I appreciate the comments. I was going to disable the comment option, but I would feel like an ass if I did that.
I just don't get me. I write all this stuff, and today I'm fine, I'm not the slightest bit depressed. But I know it'll come around again. And I'll post another entry, and then I'll feel stupid the next day, and so on.
Anyways, I do appreciate the comments, and I do take them to heart.
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sorry your going through that,,, in which i totally understand.
its another one of those instances where "the map is not the territory"
because if that was the case, you would be my sidekick or bitch. :)
and in actuality, i have always had tons of respect for your ability to
create... i was already wanting some of those photos for my new cd.
anyways, this comment probably comes off lame.
but i understand. keep going though. fuck the hands. just keep drawing.
there has never been one recording of mine where i have said, "flawless..."
im already cringing over some of my stuff i recorded over the weekend.
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anyway, i just keep coming back to the quesiont "what would you do if you weren't afraid?" You are already doing some of that by creating. Just take it another step. I am looking into taking some accounting classes, because that is what i would do if I wasn't afraid... I would go back to college and get a degree that I can use in the workplace.
also, i would take a photography class and I would paint the living room. (i am scared of painting it because 'what if it is the wrong color choice?' but, really, I am taking a 'bite' by just letting it look plain, stupid, and boring.
anyway, i don't know if that helps or just makes me look like i know it all. i don't! but, know that Donnie and I think you should go for it because we believe you CAN!
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I just don't get me. I write all this stuff, and today I'm fine, I'm not the slightest bit depressed. But I know it'll come around again. And I'll post another entry, and then I'll feel stupid the next day, and so on.
Anyways, I do appreciate the comments, and I do take them to heart.
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