I'm feeling great. My body looks more how I want it to, my instrument is playable now (though still more high maintenance then a bitch from California). I'm on my way home and so incredibly happy at all the doors awaiting me when I get there, and all the people I've always overlooked but now realized they had to stay under my nose for a while. ( Read more... )

And it's like looking at sprinklers the next morning. Sometimes the extra spray they spit out turns into a crowd of filmy fans, other times I just see water droplets. All the time. All night long.

The realization of one's own loneliness is quite the brutal experience

Well one can't keep walking with out putting their foot down first, before it lifts again

Happy twenty. So young, so old, so not ready for life
But I'm sure most feel that way

Life is ever occuring friend

Today life is full of vibrations
If one sits still for long enough
The earth shakes
As if its bulbous writhes in pain
Slowly turning on it's axis

It just comes to me

Seems like each one offers something new ( Read more... )

In my lonesome bliss
I enjoy the warm breeze
tickle my nose
and carry my soul through the wind
to touch whomever it meets

That's how we're all connected.
With the carbon dioxide flows our pure energy
whether it be happy or miserable
to be carried off
and intertwine with that of everyone else

It's how you know
you're not really alone

After watching way too many documentaries
and crime shows and what not
I've become very grateful
that I was not alive in the 70's
Those were some crazy times...

That whole time I thought they'd forgotten about me
but she missed me.

Sometimes it seems easier to miss people
then to stand being around them...

Call me pathetic but now
the highlight of my week
is reading people's secrets

It makes me feel alive

I did absolutely nothing all weekend
except sit around ignoring my head
trying even harder to ignore my stomach
but of course that's impossible
Ate another bag of Ghirardelli
Ghirardelli is my boyfriend
Watched Across the Universe
felt infinite
And right now I feel like I have nothing to offer
But I know it's not true
so i'm not letting it hurt my feelings
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Well, today is valentine's day and.. OMG! It's the best day ever ( Read more... )