my life is being a total suckfest........my comp broke. and i like way to many people....it doesnt matter cuz none of them are liking me right now, or maby they are, im really confused, alot of people are sending me mixed messages. blerg idk, im wishing that someone that i like would make it known if they like me or not ahhhhhhh......w/e

1. Who are you? Barbara ( Read more... )

In light of everything that has happened the past couple of days, I actually feel good. I've decided to try and stay out of relationships for a while. Plus I've realized that all I really need right now are my friends; most of them have cheered me up nicely (except a few that will not be named). Anywho, I'll just probaly be a mallrat again for a ( Read more... )

for once in my life i thought a guy was attracted to me for me.......but no, im just a peice of ass. it seems that im just someone that is used to pass the time. no one seems to care about my feelings or anything........

has anyone else realized the pattern here????? Everytime i have something to write it's about a guy. I swear i get attached to guys way to easily. But is it my fault......i'm starting to think that it's not. All these guys start giving me extra attention like they want to persue a relationship with me or something and then just stop........they don ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to become a lesbian but then i remember that im not atracted to girls like that. boys just confuse me altogether now more than ever. somebody should help me with this. hopefully wes will come to my house for the movie montage (bad spelling) and we can sort things out.

im starting to think that the only time i get sad is when its over a guy. i thought everything was going great between me and wes and then it hits me. i didnt see him for 3 days so i made an effort to meet him at the mall and he didnt even hang out with me. he pretty much egnored me the whole time. i tried relentlessly to get his attention and ( Read more... )

this is pathetic. its my birthday and i didnt do anything special. on top of that just about none of my friends remembered it was my birthday. i feel like shit. i just want this day to end.

i really need to stop liking so many guys. im boy crazy it sucks.