fuck.

You always seem like a small grey cat to me ( Read more... )

I dont want a girlfriend in my life i want a muse.

i fill so unfulfilled right now it'shorrible..

my lifes been a waste, girls have taken my attention away from art and video games and anime, sense of higher being was lost,tooken away by everything unimportant and uneventful...

mmm inspiration is waiting somewhere

i'd smash her and use the pieces to slit my wrists

ahem.

period.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA.

( tesing )

so i realized how the happy phase of my journal is really boring, and sad.. and i laugh at it HA (<~me laughing at it)

ugh i mgiht start updating again?

why not =D

leaving for JaCoN!!!!!!

^_^