People have expectations of me, and I don't know if I can live up to them. I don't apply myself enough, and I really need to use all of my potential. I am extremely scared of the future.
i am in love with my best friend. he loves me too. but i dont want to be his girlfriend because im afraid it will ruin everything. i dont know if its worth it for him to be my boyfriend. we have such a great thing going on.
I feel like my friends don't really like me. That they're just humoring me when they're hanging out with me. I'm worried that I won't live up to people's expectations of me. A lot of the time I feel like I'm about to crack...that I just can't take it anymore. I feel like the only thing I'm good at is sports...and I'm not so sure about that anymore. Playing at a higher level has opened my eyes to the fact that I'm really not very good. I worry that I won't go anywhere in life...that I'll crack under the pressure. I'm worried that I'll make a bad decision, and instead of doing something constructive with my fear and/or stress, I'll do something to hurt either myself or someone else with drugs or alcohol or violence. I'm worried that no one likes me, that I try too hard, or I try too little to get people to like me. I'm never sure which. But most of all...I'm scared of what all these fears and stresses in my life total are going to do to me.
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I'm really scared to get older. I'm scared to see my friends get older and leave me.
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<3 confused.
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