There are a million other things that I should be doing but I just can't bring myself to do them right now. As I'm sure any other college student can say, the end of the semester yields itself to be the most stressful time in one's academic career. On top of the countless papers you have to write, finals you have to take and field experience hours ( Read more... )

my amazing roommate told me about this website thing about people that send in postcards with their deepest secrets on them. we read some of them, some of them made me say 'awe damn' and some of them made me giggle. i got to thinking about my own life and my own deep sercrets. i came up with 20 of them so far, there probably will be more to come ( Read more... )

ever have one of those moments in your life when you realize that your parents weren't the invincible idles that you thought them to be when you were a kid ( Read more... )

so let me set the stage for you: there's this guy... whom i really like. i haven't ever met him, i'll be honest. he messaged me on myspace and we hit it off amazingly. like, he is a male version of me. its fantastic. he says he likes me; an awful lot. but... there's this thing, this "girl" who he was kinda seeing for a little while, but things didn ( Read more... )

2006
this time last year i was sitting in an airport, just having arrived home from texas with mike. this year i'm going to kim's house for a party ( Read more... )

i am ok ( Read more... )

this weekend rocked its still not over yet but i got a lot of confidence back in myself that i had forgotten i had. a friend came to visit from back home and it was fantastic. we went to see A NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS in 3-D and it was amazing. he spent the night and went home this morning. and to top it all off, he made my bed! ha ( Read more... )

mutual? yes.
heartbreaking? yes.

everything has been going pretty well, all things considered.
i dont even know what to say, really.

i'm just going, day by day. happy, really. i am. just, still confused about a lot of things.
but i guess i will always be.

smile :)

I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things that nobody knows if they're true or not. I believe that mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumblebee to fly, that light is a wave and a ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a very long time. namely because i didn't really have the time or did the urge strike me. besides, not many people read/comment anyway. not a big deal, anyways. so college has begun once again. three weeks into it and i'm loving it. my classes aren't that hard, they aren't too easy. i have an awesome schedule and an awesomer ( Read more... )