and..I've been meaning to say," I'm sorry about that thing I may or may not have said threeish or maybe more years ago, which may or may not have been altered in the retelling. You may rest assured that my blood was mostly alcohol at the time at which aforementioned statement was made and that I also may have been being ridiculously immature and stupid." Yep.
yea, that was mean and stupid, and i probably deserved it. honestly, i never meant to be that heartless, but looking back i was to a lot of you, and i'm sorry. anywho, lets forget about all that and catch up! how are you, where are you, what are you doing?
Thank you dear Larechka, though I can't help being existential once in a while (I think I'd be happier if my name was Nick Nietzsche). You make some valid points though. I especially liked "being nice is good for your happiness, it's like believing in god, only real."
I think I was just in one of those nightly sleep-deprived angsty moods when I typed this, although there's a lot I feel strongly about.
life is so much better when you just say fuck the bullshit, I'm going to be happy b/c I refuse to let anyone or anything bring me down. I don't think any of us has had it easy Nick, we've all been kicked around, we've all seen how ugly people can be, how ugly the world can be, but we keep going on. I'll meet a million fucked up people just to enjoy one moment.
Being a recluse will only further you from meeting all the amazing people this world has to offer. I know some of the people that you & I both know can be nauseating @ times, but they can also be beautiful at times.
No one can be happy all of the time without being crazy and I think it'd be rather difficult to just ignore all the fucked up people and the ugly world without being either very cold or very ignorant.
I agree with some of what you said though, I'm just waiting on that moment.
"i know exactly what you're talking about" is something i'd like to say, but i think i [am] can be the kind of person you refer to. But at the same time, i think i can show people compassion and friendship, all the while getting screwed over right under my nose. so I think that's why sometimes I'm a hardass and turn people away. i don't know. maybe i'm just a bitch. either way, i think you'll be hard-pressed to find the kind of person you're looking for... and if you do one day, give them my number. :]
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aside from the emo entry, i hope everything is going well. and i mean that.
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and..I've been meaning to say," I'm sorry about that thing I may or may not have said threeish or maybe more years ago, which may or may not have been altered in the retelling. You may rest assured that my blood was mostly alcohol at the time at which aforementioned statement was made and that I also may have been being ridiculously immature and stupid." Yep.
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anywho, lets forget about all that and catch up!
how are you, where are you, what are you doing?
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I think I was just in one of those nightly sleep-deprived angsty moods when I typed this, although there's a lot I feel strongly about.
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how I miss your fairy reclusive ass.
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go eat some wings.
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how I miss your loving insults?
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Being a recluse will only further you from meeting all the amazing people this world has to offer. I know some of the people that you & I both know can be nauseating @ times, but they can also be beautiful at times.
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I agree with some of what you said though, I'm just waiting on that moment.
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k: you know, I heard this person drank so much water that it went into their lungs and they drowned
n: really, were they in the sea?
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