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[playchk68]

i just want to be happy again. i'm starting to worry that i wont be until i leave here and have a chance to start over. i dont feel like i fit in anymore. i dont feel like anyone relates or understands. i want to go somewhere where people feel remotely the same way as i do so that im not as alienated. i dont remember the last time i went out. i

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[anonymous]

awww... babe... i know exactly how you feel. BELIEVE ME! This is really weird cuz I've never really hung out with you before, or read these online journal things before but Stevie came over this afternoon and hooked me on them, so i read yours... AND we just hung out (as brief as it was) on saturday. Anyways... you're really nice and if people are bothering you... take a break or try a new group of friends... i just wanted to let you know you can talk to me whenever you want, just gimme a call... we gotta hang out more before we go away to college!!!

[mellowyellow09]

Hey Michelle. I rarely come on this thing, let alone comment (from how often you update I see the same applies to you) but this post moved me to reply. First of all, I just want to let you know that I'm in the same boat with you as far as hating not knowing where the hell I'll be in a year. The reason it seems no one else cares is because to the whole thing seems unreal. They haven't come to the realization that next year they are no longer SCHS students and they have to go into the real world - and the ones that are concerned about their futures hide it just like you, because they feel alone too. I have taken note of our classmates' apathy many times but never said anything because no one else seems to notice/care